I've been using the word "die" a lot lately..
turns out-I've been thinking about it more.
Not in the morbid "I want death" sort of way.
It is just death and I want to think about it.

So I've thought of a way I'd like to go-
I will start the day renting the loveliest bike I can find. Wearing butterfly wings and a crown I will pedal away-preferable towards the ocean; stopping here and there to pick up things and put them in my basket. I might stop at a cafe and get some form of delectable chocolate and sip a hot tea. back on my bicycle I will cruise for hours. I may put a transitional radio tuned to the classical station on my handlebars. I'll tell my whole life story out loud. People on the street will hear bits and pieces. I'll wave and smile and cry and laugh.

what I'd like to be wearing

I want to die in this.

A few things..

that would make me more carefree..happier.

Live in a tree house.. Surviving off wine and crackers.

Build a raft, float it down the river.

Live in a tent in California. Use money that could have been used for rent to buy food.

Walk across the world until something happens, someone stops me, or I die.

what I'd like to be wearing

so I feel like being fancy.

Adventure lust

I'm in that restless mood that I usually get in...
But lately I've been longing for a companion to venture with.
Is there really no one dreams of getting away?
No one who longs to live out of a backpack?
Campfires to cook our food and to sleep around at night.

I will live through the places I go.
They will call me Alaska
Call me the ocean
Salty postcards carried to your ear
By the breeze itself.
say I wish you were here
And
I’m doing just fine.

YES

I think this movie might just blow all our minds.

Oh My

well I literally have been so busy that I forgot about my blog.
Not sure where to start!!

First off my lovely friend Angela Dufualt is expecting in December!!!
My lord.. I feel like we are both still playing together as youngin's ourselves.

Yesterday I purchased a brown road bike.. a little old, a little creaky, and a little perfect. I bought it for 10 dollars at the bike swipe down at continental bikes.
I've never been down in that area before and it was a nice change of scene.. by that I mean cute fellas with bicycles.

One more bit of good news. I have found an amazing singer/guitarist/musical wonderment to sing with. What a lovely feeling!! Making music with someone is just a good feeling.
It's something I've been wishing for for a long time now.
:)

Current wishful thinking:
A bike trip to Maine..

Hello Deathcab for Cutie!

Yes that's right.
At oh say.. 9Pm tonight I will be swept off my feet by Ben and fellas.
It's funny when you always hope for something and then it finally happens.
What a lovely lovely feeling.

Don't worry boys.. I'll be there soon.
:)

what I'd like to be wearing

This is one of my favorite fashion photo's I've found in a long time.
I love love love everything about it.
I wonder who can pull off black lipstick better...
Blondes or Brunettes??

How hard must I try for you?

you see me rolling in the dirt
you see me crawling up the walls for you

Flowers grow from her nose.
With no hesitation she watered them
They grew and grew and sometimes
She would get stares from strangers
What a thing they would say to have
Flowers growing in such a place
But she continued to water them
And the more they grew until sometimes her
Head would hang from the weight
But she would always manage to hold it back up
And when the people saw this they started
Asking question. She didn’t have all the
Answers so instead she began giving away
Her flowers one by one
And soon more and more people had flowers
And they would water them everyday
And they grew from their noses.

Lonely Lately.

The other day I came across this writing that describes how I've been feeling for quite a while now.

Dreams jobs of the moment

Cupcake baker/Designer/eater.


Freelance Poet


Bicycle painter


Garden party consultant

Fisherwoman on the sea.


Underwater photographer.

I will try

to be..
humble
Forgiving
gracious
loving
accepting

Dreamy

My mind is in a constant state of dreams
My dreams are sad,blissful, adventurous.
At times I forget what I've done and what I've only dreamed.
I cry and laugh over nothing, but to me, it's something.
Where will I end up if I don't stop dreaming.

We're fools whether we dance or not,
so we might as well just dance.
-Japanese Proverb

smooth

so today at the trusty co-op I purchased the fixins' to make smoothies.
some frozen mangos, yogurt, bananas..etc.
I added some honey and a bit of juice..and YUM!
I have made myself 2 of them in the past 2 hours haha.
so delicious though...

I have here a little list

Of some cute tunes

1. "The Saltwater Room" - Owl City
2. "Ghosts Under Rocks"- Ra Ra Riot
3. "Rosie's Lullaby"- Norah Jones
4. "This is the Way"- Devendra Banhart
5. "Dreams"- Fleetwood Mac

what I'd like to be wearing

I'm not one for bras.. but this.. this is FAB!