yada yada

Michelangelo never complained about being fat
So neither should you
And when your mum says it seems like you may
Worship the moon gods you should agree
When your dad says he didn’t really listen to it
Bring out the umbrella and say it looks like rain
When the condom breaks scream shit.
You’ve really outdone yourself.

I feel like

laughing until crying
dancing under the moon
getting and giving hugs and kisses
meeting someone with no expectations
stacking books high
sharing my favorite things
Being happy all day

Never never

Billowing dress says she likes the wind
Tears on her face tell of a tragedy
The hole in her heart shows an escape
That some of us will never take.

oooh my goodness.

What I've been up to

Some Marvelous outfits.

“You know that one weird dude in your class who always bitched about your town and talked about how he was going to move to New York one day? He did. They all did. In fact, that’s what New York is.”

mighty mighty moon child
tells no one how she can just light up at night like that
she lets strangers run their fingers along her craters
in her presence people change
dance more, sing more.
climbs hills
climbs mountains
most nights
to float above the rest.

I should see this.

Le sigh for le titties

If my Brain was a blender
Perhaps my thoughts could be more processed.

this was the first time I used my typewriter.
I brought it to my crushes house to surprise him.
We set it on his bedroom floor and typed song lyrics
and scriptures.
He wasn't really religious
but damn
the bible can really speak to you.

Golden water arms

Wish I was gold
Wish I was water
Wish I had arms
Hand claps like heartbeats
Keep us alive
Keep us from melting into rivers
Of cheap unsophisticated love

de colores

coolest shit award.

Forgetting.

Sometimes I worry so much over my future.
I think nothing will work out, I won't end up anywhere.
I'm 19 years old.
My life has been so fulfilling.
When I think of the things I've done it's almost overwhelming.
My life has been full of love and I can't even realize most of the time.
Life is moving forward and I'm forgetting every beautiful moment of my past.